
Turning ONE is a big deal, "donut" you know!

My baby girl isn't a baby anymore, "donut" I know it!

How did this happen? How is it possible that Craedyn is ONE already?!

Wasn't I just eating lunch with Coralyn at school and one of her classmates commenting how I could have a baby at any minute? And despite having contractions off and on all day, I assured him I would NOT be having a baby any time soon?
Wasn't I just doing an online party with my team and telling my midwife I was almost done and THEN I could have this baby?
Wasn't I just pacing our bedroom wishing my water would break because I KNEW, given my labor history, that baby would make her apperance very shortly thereafter?
Wasn't I just holding my brand new baby girl remarking how tiny she was?

Wasn't I just ooohing and aweing over those new baby sounds and cute little baby yawns and stretches? Wasn't I just blown away at her tiny fingers and toes?

Yes, it seems like just yesterday. So, how then, can that day have been a year ago (almost) already?!

I may not like to acknowledge how fast this past year has gone, but I can't deny the reality that my baby girl is ONE. And she's really not a baby anymore.
She has 8 teeth and uses them to eat pretty much anything and everything we eat.
Blueberries are her favorite, though!

She has mastered walking and is moving on to running and climbing.

She is also great at taking books off the shelves, clothes out of the drawers, and stuff out of cabinets.
She has enough hair for the cutest piggie tails.

She may be small, but she is FIERCE and knows how to make her voice heard, loud and clear.
She can say "mama," "dada," and "ba" for ball.
She signs for "milk" and waves and gives high fives.
And she has the absolute most adorable little laugh.

It's a good thing she's cute, because Craedyn has NOT yet mastered sleeping. She IS getting better at taking at least one good nap a day, but she still gets up 2 or more times during the night. I guess she just likes me and wants to be near me...ALL.THE.TIME.
She doesn't like me to leave her with anyone else, sometimes not even Daddy!
BUT she is getting more independent and playing on her own so much better now.
And if her sisters will let her, she wants to be right there with them, doing whatever they are doing. She may be the youngest, but she will NOT be left out!

I could go on and on about how much I love my precious baby girl.
Craedyn fills my heart with joy on a daily basis. I am beyond blessed to be her mama and am ever so thankful God chose to put her in our family.
We chose her name because it basically means "city on a hill" and reminds us to shine bright for Jesus, sharing our faith and living out our love every day, in all we do. And with the middle name Esther, Craedyn also reminds us that we are made on purpose for a purpose. We must be brave and courageous as we live out God's plans for us. Even when we are scared or nervous or worried or confused or frustrated or discouraged or even terrified, we need not fear. God is with us, and FOR us. He is the same God who parted the Red Sea, brought the walls of Jericho tumbling down, used a giant fish to save a drowning prophet, made a blind man see and a lame man walk, raised a dead little girl back to life, and used a baby boy born in a manger to change the course of the entire world. Craedyn Esther is our daily reminder that God not only loves us, but wants to USE us to showcase His power and glory so that others may also come to know Him in a personal way!

As I look back on this past year, I am also reminded how FAST time flies. Our time here on earth is FLEETING, and thus I need to live each day with passion and purpose.
Craedyn Esther may only be ONE year old, but she has taught me sooooo very much already "donut" you know it!
